Hi darlings I'm flying tomorrow! Awesome! And bye! HAHAHAHHA!

I only managed to sleep for 2 hours. 

Must be the alcohol.. I should not drink liquor like this, its not cool for me. 

But 

This actually feels great, what i am feeling right now. 

At home, in the living room, with mom's nagging for returning home late while shoving me a bowl of chicken soup that she made, asked me to finish up. Brother prayed (yea, he does) and now karaoke in the study (LOL! I won't need a comedian to make me laugh). With myself just done writing a long long email, a sense of satisfaction again. And there is nothing on after this. I love this kind of feeling. Though the only person who's missing would be my daddy. He's working very hard somewhere…..for the family.

Leo's 21st party last night was awesome, everyone was high though some of them was drunk, but yep great night i would say. 

Night like this made me feel sick..
I hate it when I couldn't sleep and gotta lie in bed till I am all worn out. And all the emotional things would emerged due to insomnia.

Whatever it is, life after school is great, I'll be travelling a lot for the next few months and gonna be exciting. Have I mentioned that I'll be going to Adfest in pattaya? This could be the most awesome event in my life! It's gonna be three days and imma gonna meet the coolest guys' in asia pacifix!!! The more I think about it the more excited i got. And there's nobody else who would listen to me and care more than you guys do and I am really glad that you guys are still around...

Anyway, happy birthday to my longest friend in singaporw. All the best leonard! :)
Gotta try to sleep

Trying not to think about it, but i still am...
Well, i just know theres no reason, but...so many years already....forget it.
Seriously. Feel damn dumb sometimes i don't understand myself too.
No worries
Just feel like talking crap here.

Anyway, they told me to find a guy who knows my good and bad. Know what exactly are they and could accept both of them. Appreciate the good and accept my bad. How difficult.... I am the most stubborn and annoying person you could ever meet.

Sometimes i wonder, when i could meet the right one at the right time and right place. I don't want to waste my youth nor i want to waste my youth with the wrong guy. Just not worth it. Especially the latter. I'd rather be alone like now than being with the wrong one. And how do i define who's the wrong one? Its up to me.

I could be the most random girl you'll ever find, i make the most impromptu decision and i don't do things according to plan. And how am i going to get a guy to love my whole heartedly when i am expecting so much and not as willing to give anymore. Or may be i have yet to found that guy....May be i did, just, he's not the one. And guys love neat girls don't they? I am definitely not one.

"I don't know what you've got, but theres something calling upon me to be close to you. But i've decided, its a goodbye."
I dont wanna talk about it, how you broke my heart~
This was once my fav song. Till now, it still gives a nolstagic feeling..

Good night y'all





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Sometimes i am so caught up in the present and emotions that i forgot to take a step back and think of ways to solve the problem and move on.

Really, how many times have we jump into the conclusion without allowing ourselves to get more information. How often do we judge based on the limited sources and we thought they are sufficient..

Now, Cheers

I've been busy lately, will be back soon!

School's out in two weeks time and can't wait for that! Meanwhile waiting for UK side to respond!!